Wednesday, July 22, 2009
Feeling Lame
So I'm basically feeling really butt-hurt right now. I have this problem where I get really hurt by stupid things people say, even if they aren't meant to be mean. But if they are meant to be mean I usually get over them faster. Messed up huh?> Like for example; once at the movies i saw an old boyfriend, and our break-up was good and we weren't enemies or anything, and i texted him and said "Hey i see you" cause he was like three rows down. He wrote back and said "Shut up I'm trying to watch the movie". And you've got to understand that from every angle this guy is a jerk anyway. So that's not something really unusual or rude or weird for him to say at all. But for some reason it hit me so hard and i was so hurt. I honestly started tearing up there in the movie theater cause for some reason i thought that was just such a mean thing to say. Another thing that I do is try to make a point. Like for example, Mom bugs me about not washing my laundry(this is totally made-up mind you); so I'll do something totally radical to prove my point. Like dirty every single item of clothing i own until I wash my laundry. Okay, so maybe it's not that dramatic all the time. But I do a lot of little stupid things like that to prove that I'm right, when most of the time I don't have anything to prove or anyone to prove it to. Gosh this blog should be called "Sara's faults"., Anyway that happened tonight about a stupid little comment and I just can't seem to forget about it. I just think way too much about the unimportant little things that I should forget. Writing this blog helped some (pounding my fingers down on the keys and blowing off some steam),but any suggestions of how I can get over myself?!? Am I the only one that does this?
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You aren't the only one I do it all the time! Like just the other day I was talking to Trenton (whom I now dislike very strongly) and asked him if he wanted to still become a chef and he was like "I don't know." and I was just being nice and trying to make conversation and was like "there are lots of cool cullinary schools here in Denver." and he was like "I'M NOT GOING TO DENVER!" blah! so i told him i didnt want him here anyways. ha ha.
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